the emotions i am facing i somewhat depressing, during times like these i like to remind myself that i shouldn't ever place so much emotions in any form of relationship because things always go bad when it comes to me whoever the relationship is about. countless situation where i have encountered that changed my opinion towards friends and yet i still believe that there is always faith in the greater good of humanity.

Man and women all forms , race , ethics and background walks the earth , some whom are vicious , stupid , sly and truly just ugly. recently i've came across several stupid peoples and countless ugly people. But the one that i would like to emphasize most is my "best friend" the term for bestfriend usually meant the best of friends and ideally mutual, friends whom both recognizes both party as the most compatible of friends among countless friends . this friend in particular is a friend that i know since primary school and he's someone i've grown to trust and respect because he for one keeps his words and probably am exile from my world. Recently i did a huge mistake to bring him into my circle of friends . In the beginning everything was smooth and the pace taken wasn't really tough but then somehow things started getting ugly and of all my friend became stupid and blinded by "love" this love aint the ordinary love whereby i feel that things can be opened . the person he choose to date was indeed someone with much "history" and i recon everything done by them was pure childish . It came to a point where my sexuality preference was a doubt by my "friend" and he thought i was gay too *ironically speaking being nice to a person should be limited by gender? well then there was more than these and the fight went on for days . i find the fight rather pointless and i proposed that we forget about things , but then again things sparked because he than choose to hide things from me and then it became rather stupid .

on and on this story is rather pointless , i sincerely hope you would understand where i am coming from and i hope he wakes up from his blindness , but then i would emphasize that i know what kinda friend i am and i know my value and my position . if you think that you could discard me and then at a later point of time approach me i hope you better come with your best shot because i don't like this kinda thing. i offer to talk to you properly but yet you wanna be stubborn i was nice enough to ask for a clear cut answer and if this answer really requires u to think so much , the next time u try to talk to me i hope your prepared to wait :)

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