Thursday, January 12, 2012
cheers to the freaking new year everybody !!! *fireworks*
as you all know blogging has been my thing for releasing stress. the only reason i come to blog is to actually release my stress !! i know that i don't have many readers infact i do not have any at all :D hehe well this year should be a good year as last year was somewhat good somewhat bad ! dramatic changes and dramatic people. as the tittle suggest i am faced with a simpleton mind person. GAWD !this is a rather painful experience that i wish other wouldn't have to face ! BETRAYAL HAS ALWAYS BEEN ONE OF THE LEADING ANTAGONIST in my life !well i am always faced with multiple face people . OR maybe in my presences they feel insecure and has the desire to backstab or betray. well in anyways life has so much to offer to them but they tend to take things for granted.
the story i wanna share with you revolves around me and my friend, one whom i call dear to and someone who used to be significant in my life, he was rather special ! not in the sexual way , i tend to classify him as my boyfriend in regards to my bestfriend. Well he has very good qualities that made me respect him and also treat him like my little brother. well not as much but he has alot of control in my life because i tend to pay more attention to words he speak of because they used to be unbias ! recently i am faced with a situation whereby this bestfriend of mine started dating a acquaintance of mine ! well this person is one hell of an ugly bitch both personality and appearance. she was lessbian and has a history of dating both men and women. THE LEADING INDICATION THAT THIS GIRL IS MESSED UP AS HER LEG IS OPEN AS OFTEN AS 7 11 IS ;D HENCE SLUT. well let alone her arrogance to actually spoil my friendship with my bestfriend is unforgivable .
now i don't want to mention names and i do not intend to go further on her actions and childishness but then let this statement alone tell the story . A BROTHER THAT CAN DESSERT YOU FOR SEX IS NOT A BROTHER INTEND, I'VE SPEND ENOUGH TIME DWELLING ON THIS MATTER AND I THINK by far i have rant too much among my peers in regards to seeking opinion and advice now i have already done my best in reconciling the relationship but this friend of mine stood very high up with huge arrogance and has the audacity to ignore me :)
let alone his foolishness dig his grave. i may not the best friend to others but i don't think i deserve to be disregarded so lowly . FOR ALL I CAN SAY PICK UR PATH PROPERLY AND NEVER REGRET UR MISTAKES
feeling small at 10:37 AM